SUPPP MA PEEPS ! ♥
So its March! Actually, 7th March already. Time passed so fast.
And so many things changed. Feelings change and people change.
But March isnt nice to me this few days.
Been having lots of stress lately due to my environment.
My friends all have problems and im partially involved. But i can't do anything about it.
It totally sucks. I feel extremely pathetic right now.

Eventhough i may look happy and care-free on the outside, 

but really Im stressed as hell.Im a complete mess.
They are having conflicts and feuds online and

 all i can do is watch them insult each other.
Its not amusing to see some of your close friends 

arguing with each other, esp when its online and 

everybody can see what's happening.
It felt as though our friendship is falling apart that night.
Now, this pops up and it will make the situation
a whole lot worser than it already is right now.
I know you dont care about what other people think 

but if anyone finds out, its going to ruin everything

 and make it even worse.
I know its none of my business.
 Who am I to care about what other people think about you and your life.
But as a friend, im telling you to take things slow and easy.
Like you said, you dont want any relationships or commitments for this moment.
But if you think this is worth going back on your words, then by all means go ahead.
Its your choice. Its your life. Im not going to interfere anymore. 

But its going to be a hell of awkward on Friday and Saturday.
After this, i dont know if we're going to to hang out as a group anymore.
And with you and him wanting to quit, its not going to be the same.
It wont be the same.
 I love you guys both and i dont want anything to get in the way of our friendship.
Let alone this situation that we're dealing with right now.
Haiss.

I really don't know what to do now.

Everything is falling apart.

I can't imagine not seeing them like i how i used to.

I love and treat them each and every one of them like my own family.

I don't want to lose them.

We all have flaws but that is what makes us unique.

Friends accept each other for who they are no matter what.

I love my familia ♥