Well, you know what this is about.
It's about this one right here.
The one who makes me feel all funny in my stomach when he's not around but when he's there with me, all that goes away.
Recently, we saw each other a lot.
Saturday/Sunday - So 2XU Compression Run was on Saturday Night following up to Sunday afternoon. DCAXDIOM met first since he had class and zul had work so they came later. We were station together while he and zul got thrown over to the end of the baggage station so we couldn't actually talk, but that was what i thought. After we reached our respective shelves, we sat on our tables and we saw he and zul coming over to sit with us to play cards and games and stuff. So at least I could see his face for a while. He went for a "run" with Sarmira and Hafizz while I try to take a nap. I ran with some of them to 7-11 to get some stuff when i didn't bring my wallet >.< Stupid right? I forgot that i brought his cap along so after I came back, i went all the way to his shelf just to pass him back the cap and left. I love his cap tho. After the event finished, i took pictures of Hafizz and Sarmira as usual, and Sarmira suggested that we took a photo together when I didn't even want one (or did i?). We took 3 shots, one normal one, one face one and a jump shot, which was my fav. I was happy that we took that tho. It was impromptu yet i like it.
Monday - I met Shidah for a catchup/surprise Sarmira with gifts after futsal/ Ice skating/ Town. I called Hafizz to help me bring her to the Kallang Leisure Park but he didn't pick up so I called the second best option, him. So shidah was up to date about everything so she was teasing me while i talked to him. But it was just a little talk, that's all.
Tuesday; Sarmira's Birthday Celebration - We had IIP training in school from 9 to 4. So me, ika and the guys including him went to the talk together, sat in the same row but never beside each other. But i didn't mind that. After the talk, we had to separate to our diff companies for a briefing. I thought he was going for Sarmira's birthday celebration, so I texted him to confirm. So he wasn't aware about it. Apparently, they didn't invite him only because before I could go, i told them i couldn't go because of band but it got cancelled so i can go but he couldn't because of gamelan. I tried to persuade him to come but alas, he still went for gamelan. But i gave him that, "I wish you could go" face before we parted.
Friday - He came down to Serangoon after his interview to help me finish up my breakfast. I gave him hints for him to come down just so I could see how he looked like in formal wear and his naked chin. >.
Sunday; Concert Day - So it was the day i dreading for because it was my solo debut etc. Another thing was that him, nad and zul was coming to watch. My tummy was all over the place, i couldn't even control my own stomach let alone my mind. For once I didn't think much about the people coming to support me but instead worry for my part. my section mates were so positive and supportive about me and hafiz's solo. Blessed. But the rpwst girls and bestfriend couldn't make it which was disappointing actually. It ruined my mood for a while but then during rehearsals, he texted asking about how I'm coping before the concert and stuff and all i could think about was finding him in the crowd and try to sneak a few faces at him, if he notices that is. But they reached after my solo, which was sad but i was relieved it's all over. As we play the boring songs, i got a chance to scan through the crowd and i found them at the back and i could see their faces clearly from stage so i could see how they're liking the performance. They kept waving at me and making faces and clapping and just making me laugh on stage, but luckily i didnt. After the concert, i told the guys to wait for me outside while i entertain my parents for a short while. My parents gave me a cute bouquet with teddy bears on them, just how i like it .
Tuesday-Thursday; DCAXDIOMXDSCM Chalet - I met up with him, Nad, Dan and Azri at Paya Lebar to cab over to the chalet. Me, him and Nad took the first cab while the other two took the next one. Nad voluntarily sat infront which means the back seat to ourselves. First I showed him the concert performance then we just listened to songs and sang to each other in the cab, followed by some headbanging and more lipsyncing. Reached the chalet and jumped straight into the pool because we were perspiring and sticky and disgusting. Spent some time outside of the house after some pool time with the guys while waiting for the charcoal to burn up and start the shisha. He was busy playing the guitar and singing songs while I just indulge into the shisha and admire how lovely his voice was. His voice is really nice though <3 p="">Let's just say everything else that happened in the chalet was nice, sweet and just what i would have never imagined.
That was the last time I saw him. I miss him, i know i do but i don't know what are we. Like are we a couple? Are we like contacting? Are we dating? I don't know. I just need some justification. I need some answers. I don't know when will be the next time i see him. I'm not even sure if he's going for OSG camp. His name wasn't on the list and that worries me alot. Hopefully he'll be there. Ughh. I want to see him so bad. A quick meet up pun jadi.
